20/2/06
I'm a baaad girl! I neglect this site terribly and I'm sorry. Things didn't work out with Dave. We split up again in the
new year. We're still friends though. Jodie and her husband have seperated as well. Looks like 2006 is a year for break
ups.
I'm still an avid Rammstein fan which is good! I've not been well though recently mentally. Which is probably why I've not
updated my site so often. I hopefully will be picking up soon though. Mum and I have started a new exercise regime. Hopefully
the endorphins that are released will help lift my mood a bit. Not much else has happened. I lead a very sad and boring
life! lol
2/11/05
Ok I'm a few days late posting this but I MET RAMMSTEIN!!! Jodie called me on Friday to say she was going to the London Virgin
Megastore to see Rammstein signing copies of the new album Rosenrot. She said she'd lend me the money for the train journey
to her house and take me with her as she was going with her friends Claire and Sally. I went, I saw the boys, I had a fabulous
time!! See the photo's below.

Sally, myself, Jodie and Claire before we set off.

Waiting in the veeeeeerrrrry loooooooong queue.

I had a fabulous time and seeing the boys was great. I got a signed CD as well! Woohoo!!
24/10/05
Ok apologies again because things have gone on further and I still haven't updated this website!! Ok keep with me. I was
seeing Neil for about a few days. Then we split up. Now I'm seeing Dave again. Keeping up? Good! Anyway here he is on
his graduation day from Liverpool University.

After a period of going insane, my tablets seem to be working now. I'm feeling a bit better and a bit more like myself again.
I stood down as the Secretary of the Clayton Brook Community House as I felt I wasn't able to do my job properly whilst being
ill. I'm just a committee member now and still a volunteer.
30/9/05
Well I've been neglecting my website again! Sorry peeps! Well I've met another bloke. He's called Neil, he works as a body
guard and lives in Manchester. He's lovely.
I've also passed more of my exams, which is nice!
Jodie got married! I went to visit her on the 9th of September and her lovely (then) fiancee, Tim, did my 4th tattoo (see
below) for me! She got married on the 24th of September. She had a civil ceremony first and then a pagan handfasting. I
wish Jodie and Tim all the best!
My new tattoo, courtesy of Tim Russell, Skin and Ink, Birmingham.
6/9/05
I haven't been taking care of this website! oops sorry. My boyfriend and i split up recently but we still remain friends.
I have also just been put back on anti-depressants for the first time in 4 years. I suffer from clinical depression and I
had been dealing with it myself but apparently recent events have got on top of me and I need a little help. I feel ok for
the moment.
19/8/05
Ok I'm home from yet ANOTHER stay in hospital. I had kidney failure a few years ago and now everytime there is the slightest
thing wrong with them, I'm back in hospital. Luckily it was only an infection and I was only in for 2 nights. I had intravenous
anti-biotics to kill the infection and everything seems to be ok now after having a scan on my kidneys. I'm glad to be home.
8/8/05
I've just received in the post 3 of my exam results, I PASSED! YAY! I have just 4 more to wait for, fingers crossed!